Every hour, on the hour, they drew blood

Here are the rules:

1 only list 8 facts about yourself

2 you must then list 8 tags at the end of the post.

3 Go comment on their profile and tell them to read yours

 

1.Iike to sleep on the floor

2.I love cheese burgers

3.More then half my closet is band tshirts

4.MCR is kick ass (the best band EVER)

5.I have blue fleece sheets on my bed

6.I play the guitar

7.my best friend is a guy

8.I'm on the computer WAY to much

people I tagged: mcr4318, Obsessedwithmcr12, panicfever, daniiluvsryan, rinat, sweetrevenge1323, kissmedeadly000,  1potatoe2

Gerard is telling the story

 

Anastasias long Black hair blew in the August breeze as she walked down the bumpy gravel sidewalk towards the old cemetery at the end of the street. We had been across the street neighbours for as long as I could remember. Her and her older sister Tatiana moved in with there Grandmother shortly after I began high school. Both sisters were the most intelligent and Beautiful women I had ever set eyes on. Something about there faces and the way they presented themselves made me stop and stare and wonder, How can a couple produce such a dazzling set of girls?
 
Tatiana had dark wavy chocolate brown hair, big brown eyes and a pair of dimples when ever she smiled. Her tanned skin made her look like one of those fashion models that grazed the cover of vogue. Anastasia looked similar but different in her own special ways, Her long black straight hair flowed down to the middle of her back like a water fall, her pale ivory skin made her look like a ghost that visited you in your dreams. Her green eyes were like tiny whirlpools sucking you in never ever letting you go and when she smiled it was like the whole world had stopped and you and her were the only ones left.
 
Along the days the girls were living across the street many hospital visits happened. Tatiana had Haemophilia. One warm evening the girls decided to sneak out of the house down the drain pipe. While climbing down Tatiana slipped fell and bruised her whole body. The surprising thing was not a bone in her body was broken but the burses were so bad that they wouldn't stop bleeding on the inside. She died a week latter in the hospital. Anastasia of course took this the hardest.
 
Me and Anastasia became closer as the months went on. She always told me how lucky I was to have a sibling and how I should cherish the time spent with him. She also told me 'you never know how lucky you are until there gone and you can no longer be in there presence'. I loved Anastasia with all my heart not just because she was a perfect angel who smelled good all the time but what she taught me about love and how to love a person. Her kisses were like summer rain on my face soft and wonderful. Her touch made me warm and happy.
 
As we entered the cemetery Anastasias grip tightened on my hand. I pulled her close so my arm was around her slender waist. I kissed the top of her head. We shortly stood in front of her sisters grave. Printed on the grave was something I nor Anastasia understood 'Sing a hymn for the dead because in death as in life we are one in the same'. It sounded like a lyric from a political punk Rock ballad or something. It didn't suit Tatiana. Who knows who came up with it.
 
A small tear dropped down Anastasias face. I turned her body so she was looking at me. I wiped the tear away with my thumb and kissed her soft lips gently. I cupped her face in my hands looking into those deep green eyes that got me every time. We just stood there looking into each others eyes not saying a word. The silence felt nice just the blowing of the wind was herd. We sat down in front of the grave stone never braking our gaze. I wiped away more tears and pulled her into my lap. She buried her face into my chest and I rocked us back and forth.
 
All of a sudden it hit me fright. One day I would die too and leave her all alone in the world. Death didn't scare me because I knew it would eventually happen what scarred me so much was leaving her behind. It was a confusing thought but the more I thought about it the more I got it. I hugged her closer to my body and a tear escaped my eyes too. We both sat there crying silently until she looked up at me and kissed away my tears. I didn't want to think about the future any more just the present, just me and her together.
 
I lay on top of her in the grass kissing her pain away. Maybe one day we could live in heaven together happy. Like I said I wasn't going to think about the future only the present. We kissed until it started to rain. Not even the rain could bother us now.
 

ok well I'm very bored so I decided to write this journal. My birthday is tomorrow I'm very happy and I'm making a big deal about it. YAY for me being older. I had a wierd a dream last night about coldplays the scientist. Then I woke up at like three in the morning and decided to download it (see how bored I am he he he) I don't like the song its way to MELOW it makes me want to cry. Well other wise yeah. Not to judge coldplay fans but it was just way to melow and I'm glad you like them (I really am glad)   

As I had said in a message to alot of people I was thinking of doing a fan fic. Well I will be starting a new one very soon. It will be about Panic! because I can't think of anyone else. It should be out by tommorrow mmmmkay its up to you people to read it  =)  

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still a good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
Is where you oughta stay

When after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"Hey...I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday...hey...hey"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday...hey...hey

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterdaaayyyyy

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The reason I am puting up these MCR lyrics is because of this. Me and my dear mother got into a very bad fight causing me to be kicked out of my house. Luckley I have some very good friends who love me anoff to give me a place to sleep (now I really need a job ha ha). Now your thinking why this song BECAUSE.................me and my mom used to have a very tight bond. I would tell her everything all of my screw ups and such on. When I turned 15 everything went down hill. I started to grow apart from my mother. I didn't talk to her for weeks. I did alot of stupid stuff. I pierced my own belly button and got my nose, tongue and eyebrow pierced without her permission. I like to rebel he he. To get down to the bottom of all of this. She told me that I wish I didn't do all of this crazy stuff to my body that I'm acting very stupid. I told my mom that I did not need any of the bull she was giving me. I'm not going to be your little girl forever. I told her that I wish she would die and go to hell (I know harsh) She kicked me out and told me duh duh daaaaaaaaaaa that she didn't love me any more and she wished that she could get her little girl back. YEP THATS WHAT HAPPENED. To tell you all the truth I wish she would die and go to hell. I wish she was not my mother I DON'T LOVE HER ANY MORE. I know I sound pathetic but i though I would pour my guts out here thats all for now

yours truly the Unloved girl

STACEY   

Ok so far 2007 has been really shitty for me. I have to get a job because my rents won't give me mony any more (lets just say I owe them ALOT of mony) I don't know what I want to do. I really need to get a job because I need money because theres these really awsome pair of  pinstriped dickies that are $60 (very sexxy pants he he) I think I only have about $5 in my account (ha ha shopaholic) Plus my rents are done paying for my guitar lessons. I have been playing guitar sence I was like ten and they have paied for it and now all of a suddden they just stop.

Other shitty news well I guess its not that shitty I get to miss two extra days of school BECAUSE were kinda snowed in well everyone is snowed in. I don't like the cold it really sux when your dog needs to take a pee. When were all unsnowed in I will be a very happy girl.

I really hate to complain but this is the only place I can complain without being yelled at. Unless you want to start yelling at me I will stop complaining.

Stacey

I am very excited about the new year but I really don't know why. Christmas was excellent got everything I wanted. I don't want to go back to school I like sleeping in tell noon. I am very excited to see my one and only TRUE friend Ben. He is soooo awsome. He is the only person on the face of this earth who does not judge me. My Parents even judge me.

They Say Stacey why don't you take some of that makeup off or why can't my child be perfect. My Grandma even thinks I'm related to the devil JUST because I have alot of dark clothing and piercings. Alot of people think I'm a witch. I like the idea of magic and if I could be a witch I would be.

I get made fun of most of the time at school. My one goal for this year is to make one new friend. I really need some female friends. I don't want to be labeled as some wierd emo gothic chick who has no feelings so lets just call her mean name and spit on her. Another one of my goals is to have a boyfriend. I have never been kissed by a boy. Lets just say I have never had a boyfriend. Most of the guys are scared of me. I hope to accomplish these goals before 2008

StACeY